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i know it hard to know wat the real situation gonna be in future.
all the time im hoping dat u gonna change.
i feel sad in tiz little heart.
but i can't always impress dat feeling.
i always show u how happy i am.
cuz i dun want to be burden wif tiz feeling.
u never wanna know wat i want n sort of thing.
even it just a little thing for u,
but its a big deal for me.
guy never can truly understand wat gurl want i dun.
promise is still a promise evn until the end of the time.
a little thing dat u promise to me, i still remember until today.
even thought 1 year have pass.
i love u but bcoz of tiz little probs.
i rather u leave me.

but always remember.
i need u, cuz i'm scared i can't survive being alone.